Amazing Quran

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

dugaan vs. iman

bismillah...


dalam tawa dan duka, terselit 1001 (or more) kisah yg menjadi rahsia peribadi kt. even sahabat yg paling rapat dgn kt pn xkn tahu kisah-kisah ini. ia terpendam jauh di lubuk hati dan minda kt. sesekali teringat, mengalir air mata ( or ketawa). alahai, inilah rupanya asam garam kehidupan.

for those sahabat-sahabat yg akan sambung belajar xlama lagi, pergilah dgn hati yg terbuka. maafkanlah sesape yg ditinggalkan di sini. lupakanlah segala yang buruk, kenanglah segala yg indah. maklum kt manusia ada cacat & celanya, terimalah ia sebagai kekekurangan makhluk bernama manusia. bukan ape, entah2 yg ditinggalkan lagi jauh terluka kiranya.

syukurilah kurniaan Ilahi yg diterima. jgn sombong pd org lain. dulu masa belum dapat bukan main zuhud & humble. tp ble dh dapat tetiba jadi sombong. kuar perkataan 'padan muka dia', 'boleh blah', mcm2 lg la..aik, mcm tu pulak?ish...ish...ish...siapa engkau sebenarnya?

masa belum dapat, bukan main baik, mulut manis, dalam doa xtinggal harapan utk dapat apa yg kt inginkan. tub...tub...tub ALLAH kurniakan jgla kpd kita pada saat-saat yg genting. dan kita pn menyalahkan org bile org tu melambatkn proses utk kt. aik, sendiri mau ingtla kawan..

mengaku bersyukur mmg mudah, namun perbuatan & apa yg terzahir adalah pengukurnya. sedih dan terkilan dgn sikap individu-individu ini. semoga kt semua diampunkn olehNYA, AMIN.

kagum dgn beberapa insan yg kulihat amat sabar dlm prosesnya. mereka berjuang hingga ke saat akhir tanpa pernah aku dgr mereka berbunyi apa-apa mahupun menyalahkan org itu ini. bile direnung-renungkan, ternyata itulah cendekiawaan sebenar. fikir-fikirknlah...

"What is the matter with you that [you fear not ALLAH (his punishment), and] you hope not (for reward (from ALLAH or you believe not in His Oneness)".

An-Nuh: 13

Wallahua'lam.


Saturday, July 4, 2009

is everything going to be alright?

bismillah...


it's going to be less than 5 mths till the date we decide to be an item..yet we only buy the "egg-flower" (can i use this word?)..we are so curious for the day..as the day is coming, we become closer and able to control our emotions and relationship..the fights become less and the fond grow bigger..we tend to lean on each other's shoulder and go through the day by day with love and care..sometimes, it hurt us when we accidentally hurt them right? yah, i think i am more confident towards our relationship now..i could say to myself that although we are going to be in hard times in future, i just have to look back and say this person already give me all the sweet memories that are far beyond my expectations..

to my future husband, thank you for being there with me, i'll look forward for your care in future.

Haza.

 
blog template by suckmylolly.com